“He makes me lie down in green pastures.”

In times of crisis, when everything around us feels absolutely out of our control, attitudes, beliefs, emotions, can all make their way up out of our hearts and to the surface. Times of shaking begin to shake loose the things we have been holding onto, areas we have falsely placed our identity and security in, and at times those beliefs that have become quite foundational to our lives without realizing it. We are faced with the reality of what we value, what we treasure, who we love, what we believe, and the condition that our faith is truly in.

Questions arise in our hearts. Some are deep, and some may seem quite shallow and ridiculous, but they are still questions that rise up and require a bit of thought and hopefully an answer. What is important to me? Have I loved well? Am I doing what I am am meant to be doing? Do I enjoy my life? Am I making the most of this life I am given? Is there anyone I need to forgive or apologize to? Am I eating well and taking care of myself like I should be? Should I have spent my money better or saved more or invested? Do I need to give more? Do more? Be more? Do I believe in God? Do I trust Him? Am I loved? Am I happy? On and on the questions pop up, and we are faced with having a bit of a “reality check” of our lives.

Certainly doesn’t feel like the time to be “lying down in quiet pastures”! But it certainly is a time, an opportunity to sit and evaluate and search our hearts for answers. We may be pleasantly surprised that we are content, that we have loved well, handled our finances with wisdom, working in a job that is fulfilling, and strong in our faith. And then we may be quite discouraged with some of the answers to these questions, finding ourselves disillusioned with life, not sure if we are really doing enough, out of shape, faltering in our faith, financially broke and emotionally broken. Regret, fear, disappointment, confusion can come crashing in on us like a tidal wave. Self evaluation isn’t always fun, nor does it always make us feel like we are shining stars or conquerors of mountain tops, but it is good …. It is good when we remember that no matter what we find, WE ARE NOT STUCK THERE.

I have to admit that during this pandemic I have been a little shocked at what all has surfaced in my heart. My biggest disappointment is that I have felt so much fear surface. Some of my foundations I have discovered, have not been built solidly on God’s strength and power and trusting in Him, but more on what I can do in my own strength and in my own power. That illusion of CONTROL has often reared its ugly head as something I am building my life on. And when it’s smoothed over with a layer of PRIDE that says, “I got this!”, it gives the illusion of being strong and ready for anything! All seems right as I think I can handle whatever comes in my own power, instead of really leaning into the strength of an Omniscient and Sovereign God. It’s all good …. Until the shaking comes and then all of the cracks in my thinking and my plans begin to show.

I’m sure that is why God seems to continually give me Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and HE SHALL direct your paths. Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh and strength to your bones.” It is the daily reminder that I am meant to trust in a God who is powerful and mighty, not in my own strength or anyone else’s for that matter! He knows all, loves me well, and is 100% FOR ME!

I can trust him with what I don’t understand, but sometimes the real challenge is to trust him and not even lean on those things that I do understand. I have found in this time, that the key to overcoming my fears and facing the issues of my heart that have been surfacing, is in the ACKNOWLEDGING HIM part. It’s an action! A choosing! Intentionality! Acknowledging Him in every area of my life. Acknowledging Him as I answer each question that rises up. Every attitude, every doubt, every fear, every anxious thought. Every fact and every feeling, I am called to acknowledge Him. I do this by declaring who HE IS.

I acknowledge that He is God and I am NOT! I acknowledge that He is Wonderful Counselor, Almighty God, Faithful Father, Loving, Kind, slow to anger, compassionate, Healer, Deliverer, Sovereign, and Good. I declare His goodness over my life, over my past, my present and my future. I declare and acknowledge that He is still sitting on the throne. He has loved me from the beginning, forgiven me, and has filled me with the same power that resurrected Christ, His Holy Spirit. I give him the reins and declare that HE REIGNS! As I “acknowledge Him”, I feel Him directing my heart, my thoughts, my emotions, leading them down a path of FAITH, STRENGTH, LOVE, AND HOPE! He leads me beside still waters and causes me to lie down in green pastures – places of peace and places that refresh my heart.

SO NO MATTER WHAT YOUR QUESTIONS ARE TODAY IN THIS SEASON, NO MATTER WHAT IS RISING UP IN YOUR HEART AND MIND, GOOD AND BAD, THINGS WE UNDERSTAND AND THINGS WE DON’T, BEGIN TO ACKNOWLEDGE GOD. LET HIM SHAKE THE THINGS THAT NEED TO BE SHAKEN – FEAR, PRIDE, PAIN, HOPELESSNESS, DOUBT …. AND THEN LET HIM RESURFACE YOUR FOUNDATIONS WITH HIS LOVE, HIS STRENGTH, HIS POWER, HIS PEACE, HIS FAITHFULNESS, HIS PROMISES. HE IS GOOD! HE WILL DIRECT YOU AND BRING HEALTH TO YOUR BODY AND STRENGTH TO YOUR BONES. HE WILL DIRECT YOU TO THOSE PLACEA OF PEACE – STILL WATERS & GREEN PASTURES. ♥️